So I started my one of the many blogs
about my personal struggle. And hopefully I get to stick with only one for
from now on, after the many many many failed attempts.
It's not like someone is actually going
to read my blog in the beginning since it's all new and all. But, I
can keep this between me and my blog for now.
You know, I'll just pretend someone is
reading this. It could be anyone with the same situation I'm in : )!
However, this blog will be about me and
my addiction of spending my money so extremely quick. I know there are people
out there like me! And, trust me, I wasn't like this in the
beginning. It all started with the Versace for H&M clothing line.
I totally didn't relate to fashion at all! It's just that the
campaign was so attractive - no shit ... - and, you know, I, for the first time
really, absolutely wanted to wear their clothes. They looked, so
fine... so fine.
Anyway, in a … way it actually didn't start with the Versace for H&M campaign. I managed to get hold of myself and totally ignored Versace's phone calls for a visit. I did
kept the Versace for H&M brochure's. - I'm a graduate graphic/web
designer, those brochure might help me out with inspiration, totally
normal designer behavior, right? -. after
awhile, I managed to keep a distance from H&M. I didn't know how
many quest designers i missed, but for my own good, my wallet was
healthy :)
But then, Marni for H&M caught my
attention. I, Moi, like to reward myself after some heavy deeds, so I
bought a Marni Blazer for almost 100 euro's. Oh boy, I felt so fashionable! It was my first and happiest decision I ever made. I
totally bragged about my new blazer that month. So I totally earned
that blazer, anyhow, my wallet lost a few pounds, but I trust myself
in getting him healthy as it was in the first place!
A new year, graduated, and attended the
art academy. It was the period where my wallet started to give signs
of anorexia. But I still felt comfortable - LOL-. There is something we
all have to back us up when our wallet gets close from money hydration.
Parents. Yes, I still rely on them. Since I'm still stuck
with the most annoying -in my opinion- low-paying-job ever, which I won't speak of. So I'll just skip to the main cause of this blog, between where I just started
about parents and now, long long long story, I don't want to bore you
out! You must visit my blog everyday, fun fun fun : D!
So, Maison Martin Margiela (MM6) for
H&M... I already got injected with modern art on the academy, and
it seems that my interest for haute couture in fashion grew. MM6's
line is pretty much haute couture, you need the dare to wear over sized clothing (which was most of MM6's wearable's)
I saw it as a statement for “born this way”, “born to wear over sized clothing” or more like “born to stick out of the
crowd”. Yes, I want to stick out of the crowed, but yet, I don't
have the friggin' guts to do so...
Away from my stupidity and
idealism of being a free bitch baby, I made the dumbest, maybe the
cleverest decision ever. I bought the MM6 Duvet Coat Online for 259,-
at H&M'z web-shop. The other side of me was having a seizure, well
he wasn't the only one, My darling wallet had it 100x worse! I'd be
lying to you if I say that looking at this poor thing didn't gave me
a slight of a seizure myself!
I'm already in -70, – in red
while still owing bamboo inc. 60,- for my tablet which I have in my house for 2 months unpaid!
H&M's skinny jeans for 24,- which I bought 3 months ago ( apparently H&M is really easy going when it comes to paychecks ).
Which makes me come to -389, – in red. My wallet is clinging on the edge
of death (sadly no glory). Well maybe it already is... One thing is sure, there won't be a funeral! I so believe there are many more
people with a worser case than I am. But, I felt lonely, and I needed
to get this spilled, to who? I don't know. The main reason of this
blog is, I'm scared. And I totally going to spread out my experience
to help those that are in the begin stage, of being an shopaholic,
self-proclaimed fashion icon with an anorexic wallet! You're not
alone!
Speaking about wallets, the
MM6 candy clutch totally looks amazing, silver or platinum pink?
HELP!
