I kept trying canceling my last bid on Ebay, when this message suddenly until:

"Invalid Item
The item you requested (200853164176) is invalid, still pending, or no longer in our database. Please check the number and try again. If this message persists, the item has either not started and is not yet available for viewing, or has expired and is no longer available."

Am I saved?

Where did I lead myself into! I'm in the biggest problem to ever think of currently. Since the Martin Margiela for H&M came out I desperately wanted the Duvet Coat or the Candy Wrapper Clutch, so, to not think of that the collection would sell out this quickly in the H&M web-shop... I did continue my search on Ebay because I was literary dying for it. When I entered this evil place, a forbidden apple caught my attention named Bidding. Yes, I actually bidded for the first time. I bidded straight away without reading the rules and knowing it's consequences!

"As a general rule, you can't retract or cancel a bid. When you place a bid, you agree to pay for the item if you're the winning bidder"

Which I found out 30 minutes ago. Well, you can't imagine the worst case. If my extreme possession personality scales from 1 to 10 it definitely is a fat 9 - mainly cause I can't decide that quickly and create buck-loads of dilemma for a simple pick- So I bidden on 7 different MMM Duvet Coats on Ebay, all 2x the actual price. Yes, I would stab myself now. But Luckily... I've been outbid on 5 items already and had the chance to cancel 1. So that makes the case a bit easier for me, I almost had a nerve breakdown receiving, two not in the good mood messages from the sellers them self, saying that they won't take my bid away and had to buy it when the bid ends. I swear I want to strangle myself right now for that action.